it's been quite rarely i'm updating this blog.. i've got tones of feeling to pour out right now,,, it's just that when i start opening my blog, it dissapear out of my mind.. dunno why..
here it is!! the biggest dillema that i ever had.. i'm stuck in the middle! what i am wanna be?? a doctor?? or a lawyer??? i love both this work.. i'm sorely enthusiast with these jobs.. but still, i didn't make the final decision.. one problem of mine is that, i'm the type of person who is easily being influenced by others, not the type of person that 'tetap pendirian'..
i have been go to the hospitl for 3 days.. we've been exposed with the real life, the reality of being a doctor.. i have seen the real corpse, live operation, biopsy and all that patient.. all that doctor.. it's a really interesting exposing actually.. but, ill be plain with u.. this exposing really2 make me think ' can i be a doctor?'.. u know,, being a doctor was such a buzy.. you've got no life, no friends, and of course no enjoying moments.. most of the doctor there advised us to try another job.. NOT DOCTOR!! the even forgot their sleep time.. especially for those who is still in housemanship.. their routine day was so buzy.. well actually this is due to the lackness of doctor today.. im afraid that if i become a doctor one day, i'll neglect my family.. i don't want to be irresponsible person of course.. especially towards my own family..
so i was thinking to be a lawyer.. my second ambition.. but i dunno lah.. don't ever think that lawyer is an easy job.. every job has it's own challenge..
which want i really wants to..
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dear, dont think being a doctor is soooooo hard! yes cant deny it is hard, but u didnt see the beauty beside it, if u care so much what u call busyness, neglecting family, got no time with friends and whoever u want, its totally wrong. i'm not sure u're kuharian or from other school, jsut to get u back on the right track, that being a doctor is not really 100% will go thru life that u imagined b4. i'll glad to help u in giving advices, anything related to your plan of further studies to where. ;))
ReplyDeletethanx kak.. yes i am kuharian.. i'm already decided that i will take medic.. no matter how hard it is... right now,, i'm taking matrix.. but still waiting for jpa medic... thanx a lot..
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